Ramble

I am a nice person and I never attempt to actually hurt anyone.  Although it may not always seem like it at the time, I do care about others and want the best for them. The truth is, I really am not a good person to discuss my feelings with unless I am really angry or extremely happy.  For anything in between please, for the sanity of the world, be patient with me.  Give me the time to wrap my head around the situation. I do not hate you or anyone.  I do however, hate when I know people are upset with me or when I feel upset with them.  
I guess my reasoning behind that ramble is because I have learned today that I really need to be patient with myself.  If you really know me, you know I have the tendency to be a little stubborn.  I am learning how to understand that nobody is perfect and that I cannot do everything on my own I am also allowing myself to accept the fact that sometimes people are going to not always use their heads in situations.  Everyone is human.
If things go according to plan this summer, I will be working at the Juvenile Correction Center.  That will be the big deciding factor if I have actually chosen the right major or not.  Either way, I am really excited for the possibility of this opportunity.  I love to study people and the teenage years are the years that I love to study the most.  I am a firm believer that you must pay the actions of your consequence and that you deserve a second chance through the payment of such consequence.
One more thing, the power of service is amazing.  A very wise professor of mine from a few years back told me, "If you take care of others, God will take care of you."  This statement has been in the back of my mind every day since I heard that.  It is so true.  If you really do spend time putting others before you, amazing things will happen.  You will be blessed, physically, emotionally, and spiritually.